Just in case you forgot, I'm always here for you.

The loneliest woman in the world is a woman without a close woman friend.

- The Life of Reason, 1905-1906 - George Santayana

I don't know what is going on with me. I feel like I don't want to talk with anyone. Yes, including him. It's been 5 or 6 days I didn't text him. I just need some time alone. Isn't that weird when now I'm feeling everyone is pushing me away? I just kept it to myself. I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm frustrated, I'm worried. I just don't tell anyone. Oh well, I don't have anyone to talk to now. It seems like everybody is pretty busy with their life. I'm sure in fun wayyyyy! I'm just sitting here alone.......

No, wait I do have someone to talk to 24 hours. Adam Irfan! He kept me busy that's why I love my baby! :) You know nothing else matter than him. I would give up everything to be with this little guy.

At least he made my day. Yo, girlfriends. I miss you guys. And you, I just can't deal with you anymore. I'm done. I'm sooooooooooooo tired. I hope you'll understand.

x

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