Four months or less

Hello! I'm currently back on my blog. Yay says no one. Pfft who cares? It's me with my mood. I'm like "oh I want to write something on my blog right now". It's been almost four months or less since my last update. I have had a really rough few months.

First of all, my mom had a breast cancer and she is on her stage four. It's awful. Why did nobody see it coming? It's been really tough with my siblings and my dad. We fight almost everyday but we communicate better than ever now. We are closer than ever each day but we didn't show it to each other. We are in a better place right now. Thank you for all the prayer and wish for my mom. We really hope my mom is brave enough to fight for her life and our hopes too.

Other than that, there's a lot had happen with me too. Good and few bad things. But right now, I can't even think any of it as I have to bake my brownies right now. I have to deliver it by 4 pm. So, bye for now!

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Pantang Raya be like...

First, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin everyone! The day that we love so much every year after our own birthday, I guess. Hehe. I love raya, not only we get to wear pretty kurungs and show it off (well sorta) but I get to meet up with my dear bestfriend, eat lemangs ketupats, cake and drink lots of air gas (carbonated drinks). Well, we used to get angpaus too but as we grew older well in my case I'm married with two kids goodbye angpau. I still don't get tooooo excited for raya as I'm turning older and older, but I still want to raya but if you're having pantang raya you'll never feel the raya vibes. Ever. I've told my husband, I don't want give birth on raya or puasa ever. Period. Bammmmm! Things that you never wanted to happen just happen. How magical is that? You just can't plan everything, you have to suck it up and move on. I still can eat those ayam masak merah, daging masak kicap and all except for lemangs, puluts, ketup...

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all Muslim around the world :-) It's been a month plus since my last post here. I've been superrr busy during Ramadhan with my chocolate moist and popia sayur, but syukur Alhamdulillah. Since I have time for one post tonight, here's some pictures during my first raya. This my family. My little family. With my mak. My siblings wear salmon/peach today. Boooo sik tunggu org lagik! With my childhood bestfriend/cousin. Be strong my dear, Allah is always with you. Al Fatihah to Udak Jess. With hubby :-) Behind the scene. That's all for day 1. Have a nice day ahead people! :-)

Memories never fade

So I just read Namee's blog. It's about marriage. She is right about everything but you know what it is wonderful experience :) Every moment is priceless. From being Yes I love you, boyfriend. Everyday is about wanting to see him, to text all day long & had dates every weekends. Just lovely... Until he suddenly pooped the question, Yes I do. Set the date, the perfect time just you, him and families. Then,booommmm you got pregnant. Scared as hell but excited. Frankly speaking, it sucks. You can't sleep well at night, you want to pee like every freaking 5 minutes and you forgot there is a baby in your tummy. I do. The hardest part was searching for baby's name. It is freaking so hard. I really really want a baby girl. You saw your little one for the first time! Tiny little person crying so hard and you actually cried when you saw his face. My baby looks chinese when I saw him for the first time. Yes he as in a baby boy. So, named him Adam Irfan. ...

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