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Selamat Pagi Cikgu!

It's never too late to wish everyone Happy New Year! 
Happy 2016! 

As you guys know that, I'm not a daily or a frequent blogger even though I'm trying to be one. I went blank everytime I try to write. I'm not a good writer, but I used to read my old post and remember things that I didn't even remember! All the good times, all the memories ahh how time really flies. So, I will try to write as often as I like or I want to starting from this year. One of new year's resolution eh? Hehe.

So, I've been really under the weather for the past few months. Slowly but surely I am getting better. Almost be the normal me. You'll find out soon or I will tell you myself :) 

Adam is turning 5 years old this year. The moment that I've been waiting for to let go Adam out of my sight bcos we spend too much time since he came to this world. We were both very close and clingy sometimes it's annoying. A good annoying of course. But he won't let you do your work properly, you have to repeat the same routine bcos he makes a ​terrible mess when he is playing or eating (normal mommy first world problem) and the most important thing, I don't have time for myself! As I told my hubby once, theres no YOU or I anymore. It will ALWAYS be US. Always. I realize he is growing up, he asks too much question. Sometimes TOO much and I'll ask him to ask my hubby. 

Today my hubby and I sent our one and only child to the kindergarden. It was a mixed feeling. Excited, sad and worried. I have tried not to cry when I sent him to school this morning. At first he was happy to go to school but after seeing more and more people in the class he began to feel frightened. That's normal for me bcos I know Adam is a bit loner. He doesn't want to mix with strangers but only for few minutes. He is a big boy now. He knew what he was doing. Alhamdulillah :) I really love it when I pick him up at school this afternoon and he smiles. I know he's having a good time. 


Here's to more happy days in 2016 and happy schooling little Adam 

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