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mommy problems

Here I am sitting on the swing trying  to do something than usual playtime with Adam. Or drinking coffee and tea at my Grandma's. Adam is out with his dad, obviously I'm all alone to do everything I want. But mehhh, I don't  have anything to do. I really don't know what to do besides eating and sleeping when I'm alone. I usually watched my old favourite movies early in the morning, after I do some house chores. Then, pick up Adam at noon, when I'm too tired I will have my nap in the evening. I woke up early everyday bcos I have to dressing my mom first thing in the morning. Then, the usual routine, make some breakfast, pack for Adam's foodie, then sometimes I send him to the school.

The typical housewife routine right? I bet you guys are yawning while reading this. Hehe. One thing for  sure, when Adam is not at home or with me, I'll be like "Adam, can you eat quickly?" "can you play with those quietly, mommy needs to sleep" "Adam, where are you going again? toilet?" Adam that, Adam this. I'm pretty sure you must hate me my child -_- But when he is not around, I have no idea what to do. I always did my chores quickly when he is not around bcos nobody is going to bother me. or I think the time flies so fast. Urgh..

Does anyone related to me? How do you feel? Do you love to be alone sometimes or you want to be with your kids all the time? I love having him around but sometimes I need me and myself time. I just wish some people understand that instead of blaming me for abandoning my poor child. Clearly going out with some friends once in a awhile or going to the movie with your spouse is not abandoning your child. There's a different between needing a space and abandoning. I hope people with no kids can just shut their mouth once and I think I would laugh at them when they are in my situation one day. Hehe.

Okay, coffee time!

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