Farah Jasenu

It's the last day of March for 2016, the last year for Adam to be the one and only child, the last year to celebrate his birthday as spoiled brat and I am not ready to move on with the fact that I'm going to have a second baby next June!  ♥ It's kind of emotional to know that next year there will be Baby  X to celebrate Adam's birthday together. I swear I just want only ONE child because I want to spoil him, just him. Alone. Selfish? I am. Maybe I'm so scared that I'll never treat Adam like I used to, I'm so worried that I have no time for him, I'm terrified that I might not spend so much time like we used to and I'm not good in spreading the love for three person in one time. Hahaha. I did tell my hubby once, I love my son more than I'll love him. He is my first love. He's my first baby. He really changes me from the person I used to be. I'm so grateful Adam is my son. I'm really proud of this five years old boy. He's so s...

Bismillah.. So here it goes. Some of you guys might get my hint or maybe you guys are being too genius enough to know or I'm the one that can't shut my lips properly but I did my best.. I'm expecting my second child :) (Psst, I wrote this post about a month ago, so I think everyone know that I am expecting now. Haha) It's almost seven months now. It's a quite challenge for me during this pregnancy because it's been too long, five years is a long time to have a new baby, new chapter, new human being and I kinda forget what to do's and don'ts during pregnancy. I didn't plan to write every month check ups since nobody know I am preggy. It feels like I'm having my first baby all over again. Please help me, I am totally clueless this time around. During this second time,it's really hard. Let's see what have I have been doing for the whole month of March. * I have more than three clinic visit * I've gained 5kgs in one mon...

Here I am sitting on the swing trying  to do something than usual playtime with Adam. Or drinking coffee and tea at my Grandma's. Adam is out with his dad, obviously I'm all alone to do everything I want. But mehhh, I don't  have anything to do. I really don't know what to do besides eating and sleeping when I'm alone. I usually watched my old favourite movies early in the morning, after I do some house chores. Then, pick up Adam at noon, when I'm too tired I will have my nap in the evening. I woke up early everyday bcos I have to dressing my mom first thing in the morning. Then, the usual routine, make some breakfast, pack for Adam's foodie, then sometimes I send him to the school. The typical housewife routine right? I bet you guys are yawning while reading this. Hehe. One thing for  sure, when Adam is not at home or with me, I'll be like "Adam, can you eat quickly?" "can you play with those quietly, mommy needs to sleep" ...

I remember clearly when I was bumped into her last year and she said to me that she is getting married! Well, she is now :)  She is one of my longest friends that I've known since primary school. Everyone knows her, who doesn't know Puteri? Seriously EVERYONE KNOWS HER. She is so famous back during our school times and a naughty one too ;) But she is a really good good friend,she is really nice if you're being nice to her. She is funny, very loud and talkative. She has the best gossip bucket,which I bet she know everybody business. Hehe. She is finally met the one and only for her. I've seen her heart has been broken so many times but she really handle it well. She will never do stupid things when it comes to love. When she love, she fells so hard. Fadlee is a good guy for her, I just know it. He will take a good are of our princess really well. I've never seen her look better than she looks now. I'm really happy for you guys! May Allah bless your marri...

It's our anniversary today! Happy anniversary, you! ♥ It's been ups and downs 7 years being together, from a clueless high school student and now still hubby and wifey. Hihi. It's the only clearer photo of us today. We still do our old tradition, eating Chocolate Indulgence at the Secret Recipe every year. We never missed for it. It's the first thing we have been doing since our first date. So, it is a must to do list on the wedding anniversary and relationship anniversary (which I always forgot!) Thank you so much for having the highest level of patience for me. You always be there for me no matter what I did. Never, never and never say NO to me. You're really spoiled me and I'm beyond grateful having a partner like you. Hihi. Here's for our future and more happiness for us :) Be ready for June, baby ♥

It's never too late to wish everyone Happy New Year!  Happy 2016!  ♥ As you guys know that, I'm not a daily or a frequent blogger even though I'm trying to be one. I went blank everytime I try to write. I'm not a good writer, but I used to read my old post and remember things that I didn't even remember! All the good times, all the memories ahh how time really flies. So, I will try to write as often as I like or I want to starting from this year. One of new year's resolution eh? Hehe. So, I've been really under the weather for the past few months. Slowly but surely I am getting better. Almost be the normal me. You'll find out soon or I will tell you myself :)  Adam is turning 5 years old this year. The moment that I've been waiting for to let go Adam out of my sight bcos we spend too much time since he came to this world. We were both very close and clingy sometimes it's annoying. A good annoying of course. But he won't let you...

Few weeks ago, I won two passes of Greet and Meet with Ungu the famous band from Indonesia brought by Era.fm Kuching. I really want to meet them especially Pasha with my own eyes! I grew up listening to their songs well, during my high school years. I really love Pasha's voice and their song never fails me.  So, I did what I had to do. It was easy, you just have to listen to Era.fm (96.1 here in Kuching) and wait for the calling signal from Chopie or Osha and Afick. You have to sing one of Ungu's song to win two passes of Greet and Meet session and Rockzone passes for you and your friend. In my case, my crazy sisters. We went to Citadines Hotel around 11 am for Meet and Greet session with Ungu. Later that night we went to CityOne Megamall for the mini concert (THE BEST EVURRRRR) around 7 pm. The crowd was crazyyy! Everyone was singing along with Pasha, from Hampa Hatiku, Demi Waktu, Tercipta Untukku, Berteman Sepi, Aku Tahu, Kekasih Gela...