Hello there! I have been abandoning my blog for a year. I was coping with the loss of my mother and my grandmother. After 99 days my mom died, my grandmother passed away on 4 January 2017. Last year was everything about family for me. I have been with my family and my in law almost all the time. Then, I'm having my own personal problem. My mother in law was diagnosed with breast cancer too. Just like my mother. She is still recovering. She is still in the stage one. I hope she will get better than ever. Yes, too much for me for last year, I was really wanting to move forward to the next chapter. On the bright side, my son Adam is turning to 7 years old this year! It's been seven freaking years since I gave birth to him. I felt it was a year ago... still can remember the contraction pain and the push-your-baby-out moment. It was so embarrassing! Hubby and I were so confusing about the new chapter of Adam. We even late for the school registration few months ago. Thank Go
Hi there. It's the last day of 2016. It's the end of the year. ONE freaking year has passed by so quickly! It's been one hell of roller coaster ride this year. I was still struggling for my pregnancy early this year. I still can't accept the awkwardness of being a pregnant mom. I'm literally felt like a potato and penguin. I was so huge and gained almost 10kgs. Phew. Now, I'm still struggling with my weight. I was 48-49 kgs after I gave birth to Adam and the past five years before I got pregnant with Orked. I'm still at the 50's kgs. Hish. Orked Mariam is 6 months old this month, She is so strong that she can pull her head so high whenever she looks at the bold colours, Didi & Friends's song, any sound of vacuum, blender etc and of course ME! Her face is like saying "mommy is here. Pick me up, please?" She still at the stage trying to grab any toys or Astro remote control nearby, but still can't get them. So, she will