Farah Jasenu

Here I am sitting on the swing trying  to do something than usual playtime with Adam. Or drinking coffee and tea at my Grandma's. Adam is out with his dad, obviously I'm all alone to do everything I want. But mehhh, I don't  have anything to do. I really don't know what to do besides eating and sleeping when I'm alone. I usually watched my old favourite movies early in the morning, after I do some house chores. Then, pick up Adam at noon, when I'm too tired I will have my nap in the evening. I woke up early everyday bcos I have to dressing my mom first thing in the morning. Then, the usual routine, make some breakfast, pack for Adam's foodie, then sometimes I send him to the school. The typical housewife routine right? I bet you guys are yawning while reading this. Hehe. One thing for  sure, when Adam is not at home or with me, I'll be like "Adam, can you eat quickly?" "can you play with those quietly, mommy needs to sleep" ...

I remember clearly when I was bumped into her last year and she said to me that she is getting married! Well, she is now :)  She is one of my longest friends that I've known since primary school. Everyone knows her, who doesn't know Puteri? Seriously EVERYONE KNOWS HER. She is so famous back during our school times and a naughty one too ;) But she is a really good good friend,she is really nice if you're being nice to her. She is funny, very loud and talkative. She has the best gossip bucket,which I bet she know everybody business. Hehe. She is finally met the one and only for her. I've seen her heart has been broken so many times but she really handle it well. She will never do stupid things when it comes to love. When she love, she fells so hard. Fadlee is a good guy for her, I just know it. He will take a good are of our princess really well. I've never seen her look better than she looks now. I'm really happy for you guys! May Allah bless your marri...

It's our anniversary today! Happy anniversary, you! ♥ It's been ups and downs 7 years being together, from a clueless high school student and now still hubby and wifey. Hihi. It's the only clearer photo of us today. We still do our old tradition, eating Chocolate Indulgence at the Secret Recipe every year. We never missed for it. It's the first thing we have been doing since our first date. So, it is a must to do list on the wedding anniversary and relationship anniversary (which I always forgot!) Thank you so much for having the highest level of patience for me. You always be there for me no matter what I did. Never, never and never say NO to me. You're really spoiled me and I'm beyond grateful having a partner like you. Hihi. Here's for our future and more happiness for us :) Be ready for June, baby ♥

It's never too late to wish everyone Happy New Year!  Happy 2016!  ♥ As you guys know that, I'm not a daily or a frequent blogger even though I'm trying to be one. I went blank everytime I try to write. I'm not a good writer, but I used to read my old post and remember things that I didn't even remember! All the good times, all the memories ahh how time really flies. So, I will try to write as often as I like or I want to starting from this year. One of new year's resolution eh? Hehe. So, I've been really under the weather for the past few months. Slowly but surely I am getting better. Almost be the normal me. You'll find out soon or I will tell you myself :)  Adam is turning 5 years old this year. The moment that I've been waiting for to let go Adam out of my sight bcos we spend too much time since he came to this world. We were both very close and clingy sometimes it's annoying. A good annoying of course. But he won't let you...

Few weeks ago, I won two passes of Greet and Meet with Ungu the famous band from Indonesia brought by Era.fm Kuching. I really want to meet them especially Pasha with my own eyes! I grew up listening to their songs well, during my high school years. I really love Pasha's voice and their song never fails me.  So, I did what I had to do. It was easy, you just have to listen to Era.fm (96.1 here in Kuching) and wait for the calling signal from Chopie or Osha and Afick. You have to sing one of Ungu's song to win two passes of Greet and Meet session and Rockzone passes for you and your friend. In my case, my crazy sisters. We went to Citadines Hotel around 11 am for Meet and Greet session with Ungu. Later that night we went to CityOne Megamall for the mini concert (THE BEST EVURRRRR) around 7 pm. The crowd was crazyyy! Everyone was singing along with Pasha, from Hampa Hatiku, Demi Waktu, Tercipta Untukku, Berteman Sepi, Aku Tahu, Kekasih Gela...

Hello! I'm currently back on my blog. Yay says no one. Pfft who cares? It's me with my mood. I'm like "oh I want to write something on my blog right now". It's been almost four months or less since my last update. I have had a really rough few months. First of all, my mom had a breast cancer and she is on her stage four. It's awful. Why did nobody see it coming? It's been really tough with my siblings and my dad. We fight almost everyday but we communicate better than ever now. We are closer than ever each day but we didn't show it to each other. We are in a better place right now. Thank you for all the prayer and wish for my mom. We really hope my mom is brave enough to fight for her life and our hopes too. Other than that, there's a lot had happen with me too. Good and few bad things. But right now, I can't even think any of it as I have to bake my brownies right now. I have to deliver it by 4 pm. So, bye for now! x

So, I haven't write anything for three months now. There's a lot happened during those three months. I would share but nahhhh, I don't really good at share my memories/stories to public though this is a blog that people usually write everythinggggggg. But I'm not. I get used not to share some on my stories since I have been deleting my older post. So keep it private and share some parts of it okay? Life has been treating me ups and downs. But I'm all good. I didn't see this phase coming to me but I've accepted it with open heart. Believe me, I didn't plan any of this. To those who involve with my life, I'm truly sorry. I've hurt so many people lately, and to be honest I don't even feel anything anymore. People says things to me but I'm just being emotionless. I don't want to pay too much attention that drains my energy. I'm staying to stay calm though I'm smiling in my Instagram photo. I'm not sad anymore, I'm not...