Saturday, October 17, 2015

Ungu Mozaik Tour 2015

Few weeks ago, I won two passes of Greet and Meet with Ungu the famous band from Indonesia brought by Kuching. I really want to meet them especially Pasha with my own eyes! I grew up listening to their songs well, during my high school years. I really love Pasha's voice and their song never fails me. 

So, I did what I had to do. It was easy, you just have to listen to (96.1 here in Kuching) and wait for the calling signal from Chopie or Osha and Afick. You have to sing one of Ungu's song to win two passes of Greet and Meet session and Rockzone passes for you and your friend. In my case, my crazy sisters.

We went to Citadines Hotel around 11 am for Meet and Greet session with Ungu.

Later that night we went to CityOne Megamall for the mini concert (THE BEST EVURRRRR) around 7 pm. The crowd was crazyyy! Everyone was singing along with Pasha, from Hampa Hatiku, Demi Waktu, Tercipta Untukku, Berteman Sepi, Aku Tahu, Kekasih Gelapku and Percaya Padaku. I'll share the video in my next post :)

Thank you Era for the sweet memories!


Friday, October 2, 2015

Four months or less

Hello! I'm currently back on my blog. Yay says no one. Pfft who cares? It's me with my mood. I'm like "oh I want to write something on my blog right now". It's been almost four months or less since my last update. I have had a really rough few months.

First of all, my mom had a breast cancer and she is on her stage four. It's awful. Why did nobody see it coming? It's been really tough with my siblings and my dad. We fight almost everyday but we communicate better than ever now. We are closer than ever each day but we didn't show it to each other. We are in a better place right now. Thank you for all the prayer and wish for my mom. We really hope my mom is brave enough to fight for her life and our hopes too.

Other than that, there's a lot had happen with me too. Good and few bad things. But right now, I can't even think any of it as I have to bake my brownies right now. I have to deliver it by 4 pm. So, bye for now!


Thursday, June 18, 2015

It's here again.

So, I haven't write anything for three months now. There's a lot happened during those three months. I would share but nahhhh, I don't really good at share my memories/stories to public though this is a blog that people usually write everythinggggggg. But I'm not. I get used not to share some on my stories since I have been deleting my older post. So keep it private and share some parts of it okay?

Life has been treating me ups and downs. But I'm all good. I didn't see this phase coming to me but I've accepted it with open heart. Believe me, I didn't plan any of this. To those who involve with my life, I'm truly sorry. I've hurt so many people lately, and to be honest I don't even feel anything anymore. People says things to me but I'm just being emotionless. I don't want to pay too much attention that drains my energy. I'm staying to stay calm though I'm smiling in my Instagram photo. I'm not sad anymore, I'm not happy neither but I'm trying my best to get out from this phase sooner than I think. Some people just don't understand what I want. Some people just force me to do what they want me to do. I'm being me, just do what I love. I don't want to think anymore, I'll just do it. 

Over thinking sucks. I hate people assume. I hate talking to people about things. If you don't like me, please leave. If you love me, stay. That's all that matters. 

So, in this holy Ramadhan I'm asking forgiveness every each one of you. May we have a blessed Ramadhan, spend your time wisely to Him this whole month and happy fasting!

Selamat Berpuasa :)

Thursday, March 19, 2015

He is four today!

Well, well someone is turning to four today. Four years old, not a three years anymore. Time really flies so quick and I can't even breathe. 

To my one and only child, 

Happy birthday! You are a big boy now. You can you do everything by yourself. No need mommy 24 hours, but still at the end of the day you will always looking for me. Hehe. I hope you had a great time today. I've planned a picnic birthday for you. Simple but we really love it. I'm glad today we have spend the whole day with you. I hope in the future, this little things we did for you will be in your good memories with us. I hope you will always be in a good health, be a good listener (still working), hardworking and make us proud every single day in your life. May Allah protect in whatever you do now and in the future. You will always in my prayer, my love. Happy Adam Irfan Day!

Both of us love you to infinity and beyond 

Saturday, March 14, 2015

Brownies Obsession

I really don't know what's gotten into me lately. I've been stalking people's brownies on Instagram and Google. I can make one if I want to, but you see I have a thing with perfect brownies with crackly,shiny crust on top. 



Don't they look sooooooo tempting?
Life is so unfair.

I used to get those crust but only on the middle of my brownies. One or two times when I make it without thinking too much.  Argh. If I 'm trying too hard, I won't get any crust. It's really confusing me since I'm zero knowledge in baking. The crust is so delicious, sweet and dreamy. I'm that obsessed with brownies. 

Alhamdulillah, all of my customer love my Brownies. Yes, it's really good, I admitted that. I just want to improve more. I want to make something that people will acknowledge me. It's my brownies. It's kind like of signature of me. "Farah the best brownies in town"Oh, I wish. Hehe. My brownies recipe is really good but I just want that crust. Get it? It must have been some technique or step that I left behind? Hmm.

Anyhoo, no worries guys. I'm still trying to improve my skills and recipe. But please don't hesitate to order one. You won't regret it! Now, if you'll excuse me, I have some work to do. You know, google-ing the secret behind beautiful crust instead of paying 100 bucks for a recipe to this famous baker. Hehe. Don't give up first, try harder.