Thursday, June 18, 2015

It's here again.

So, I haven't write anything for three months now. There's a lot happened during those three months. I would share but nahhhh, I don't really good at share my memories/stories to public though this is a blog that people usually write everythinggggggg. But I'm not. I get used not to share some on my stories since I have been deleting my older post. So keep it private and share some parts of it okay?

Life has been treating me ups and downs. But I'm all good. I didn't see this phase coming to me but I've accepted it with open heart. Believe me, I didn't plan any of this. To those who involve with my life, I'm truly sorry. I've hurt so many people lately, and to be honest I don't even feel anything anymore. People says things to me but I'm just being emotionless. I don't want to pay too much attention that drains my energy. I'm staying to stay calm though I'm smiling in my Instagram photo. I'm not sad anymore, I'm not happy neither but I'm trying my best to get out from this phase sooner than I think. Some people just don't understand what I want. Some people just force me to do what they want me to do. I'm being me, just do what I love. I don't want to think anymore, I'll just do it. 

Over thinking sucks. I hate people assume. I hate talking to people about things. If you don't like me, please leave. If you love me, stay. That's all that matters. 

So, in this holy Ramadhan I'm asking forgiveness every each one of you. May we have a blessed Ramadhan, spend your time wisely to Him this whole month and happy fasting!

Selamat Berpuasa :)

Thursday, March 19, 2015

He is four today!

Well, well someone is turning to four today. Four years old, not a three years anymore. Time really flies so quick and I can't even breathe. 

To my one and only child, 

Happy birthday! You are a big boy now. You can you do everything by yourself. No need mommy 24 hours, but still at the end of the day you will always looking for me. Hehe. I hope you had a great time today. I've planned a picnic birthday for you. Simple but we really love it. I'm glad today we have spend the whole day with you. I hope in the future, this little things we did for you will be in your good memories with us. I hope you will always be in a good health, be a good listener (still working), hardworking and make us proud every single day in your life. May Allah protect in whatever you do now and in the future. You will always in my prayer, my love. Happy Adam Irfan Day!

Both of us love you to infinity and beyond 

Saturday, March 14, 2015

Brownies Obsession

I really don't know what's gotten into me lately. I've been stalking people's brownies on Instagram and Google. I can make one if I want to, but you see I have a thing with perfect brownies with crackly,shiny crust on top. 



Don't they look sooooooo tempting?
Life is so unfair.

I used to get those crust but only on the middle of my brownies. One or two times when I make it without thinking too much.  Argh. If I 'm trying too hard, I won't get any crust. It's really confusing me since I'm zero knowledge in baking. The crust is so delicious, sweet and dreamy. I'm that obsessed with brownies. 

Alhamdulillah, all of my customer love my Brownies. Yes, it's really good, I admitted that. I just want to improve more. I want to make something that people will acknowledge me. It's my brownies. It's kind like of signature of me. "Farah the best brownies in town"Oh, I wish. Hehe. My brownies recipe is really good but I just want that crust. Get it? It must have been some technique or step that I left behind? Hmm.

Anyhoo, no worries guys. I'm still trying to improve my skills and recipe. But please don't hesitate to order one. You won't regret it! Now, if you'll excuse me, I have some work to do. You know, google-ing the secret behind beautiful crust instead of paying 100 bucks for a recipe to this famous baker. Hehe. Don't give up first, try harder. 

Paresa Resort Phuket and Fashion Valet are truly match made from heaven.

I'd like to win a stay at Paresa Phuket on the The Luxe Nomad because I deserve to spend quality time with my loved ones in heaven of all heaven. I've generally know Phuket is a place famous for it's beautiful surroundings. But The Paresa Resort Phuket is a must place to stay for a real luxurious accommodation.

 So, here I am trying my luck to win this getaway for my hubby and I. Since we got married we never have time for honeymoon. We both love to travel around the world, but we couldn't afford to do so. We love seeing people's culture,interesting places and have fun spending time together. We both love taking pictures. It's so insane we can take hundreds picture a day. I cannot imagine how many memories we will take while we at The Paresa Resort Phuket especially bringing my little one along. As for me, OOTD session in every corner of the place is a must. 

Seriously, I wish I'm at Aqua Pool Suites while writing this post sitting and enjoying breathtaking views of the Andaman Sea. Blissful!

 I can imagine that Adam and my hubby enjoying the private pool all day long, playing Lego at the large balcony and maybe sleep on the luxury bed linens and having a nice bath in the spacious bathroom. As for me, I'm going to try out the Paresa Spa  & Wellness. They also offer, additional therapies like yoga, reiki, meditation and mind training.

Also, we can sea the natural trees and nature of Thailand just from the bathroom. I don't know about you, but I just love this kind of bathroom. It feels like you're in a spa, you can take as long as you want in the bathtub and enjoy every minute of it. 

Every morning I can get to drink my warm coffee since it offers Espresso machine and still can online shopping through Fashion Valet using the Wifi provided. It's truly feels like heaven on the earth.

You can't stay at the most luxury place without wearing everything in style from H2T (head-to-toe) ensemble from Fashion Valet right? Here's what I'm going to wear at the Paresa Resort Phuket. 

Obviously, I need the most comfy Drawstring Pants in Beige from FV Basic
The flowy Freja Back Pleats Top in Pink from Les Riches
Bamboo Scarf in Buttermilk from dUCk 
 Melissa Artemis + Jason Wu in Grey sandal from Melissa

Drawstring Pants in Beige from FV Basic 
Color Blocked Tavi Shirt in Lilac from Mimpikita
Crepe Shawl in Clear Skies from dUCk 
Melissa Artemis + Jason Wu in Grey sandal from Melissa

I love the idea of sweet pastel for the sweetest escape with my loved ones. The pastel colour gives me a deep serenity,joy and most importantly, I feel loved.

Last but not least, a Romantic Infinity Pool Dinner on my last day at Paresa with hubby perhaps? What I would wear?

Calanthia Skirt in Black from Un Reveur
Bamboo Scarf in Buttermilk from dUCk 
Sonya Heels in Nude from MIDI Shoes
Textured Cropped Blouse in White from Mimpikita

Simple but just nice for one memorable, luxurious and dreamy getaway by The Luxe Nomad and Fashion Valet.

Keep calm & let's go to The Paresa Resort Phuket!

Friday, March 13, 2015

A slow process

Did you know that my husband has got a driving license recently? This should be so interesting if we were 18 years but we are five years older from that... Hehe. I should have been so relieve now because I've been waiting him to get one for so long. 

Being a wife is one thing, but when you have to drive everywhere... I'm not complaining here but please you get me? It's tiring man! Now, it's his turn to drive me. But I just feel it's odd. It's really weird that now, I have to sit on the left side of the car. To be honest,I don't like it at all! I feel so stressed out watching him driving. He gives me goosebumps, heart attack and dizzy. Okay, that's exaggerating! Hehe.

I have to act like a driving teacher. I'm completely not a patient person. I yell a lot. I give up easily to teach him. For me, it is a simplest thing to do on earth. It's just a driving you now, come on lah. But when I think about it again, hey this was me five years ago. So, I take a deep breathe and give him a instruction nicely. Man, this ain't easy but slowly he will be a good driver.

Congrats Hubs. Deep, deep, deep in my heart I pray to God to let me safely arrived home. Always. Phew.