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March Baby

It's the last day of March for 2016, the last year for Adam to be the one and only child, the last year to celebrate his birthday as spoiled brat and I am not ready to move on with the fact that I'm going to have a second baby next June! 

It's kind of emotional to know that next year there will be Baby  X to celebrate Adam's birthday together. I swear I just want only ONE child because I want to spoil him, just him. Alone. Selfish? I am. Maybe I'm so scared that I'll never treat Adam like I used to, I'm so worried that I have no time for him, I'm terrified that I might not spend so much time like we used to and I'm not good in spreading the love for three person in one time. Hahaha.

I did tell my hubby once, I love my son more than I'll love him. He is my first love. He's my first baby. He really changes me from the person I used to be. I'm so grateful Adam is my son. I'm really proud of this five years old boy. He's so special and close to my heart. Chessy? But I really get emotional when it comes to Adam. He is a special little man.

Last week, on his 5th birthday, we make the usual family gathering. No more the usual chocolate indulgence for him, since he's been asking for the Boboiboy cake. Pfft. But it was yummy though. As long as he's happy, I am happy. My sister even brought him one set of  Boboiboy's stationery set and meal set. He is beyond happy! :D

We did take him out for movie too. The boboiboy the movie of course. Now, he's starting to watch Boboiboy everyday. He doesn't want to watch Upin Ipin anymore. I like Upin Ipin more than the Boboiboy because Adam can learn to read doas, learn some manner and the story is closer to our daily life. Adam always want to try new things, playing the oldschool games and he can talks fluently in bahasa. All thanks to Upin Ipin :) Now, why am I talking about cartoons?

Anyway, you are five years old now baby boy. I love you just the way you are. Happy belated birthday, my love 



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